please
mercy
i love you for leading me deeper into the darkness and loss and grief
into myself which is disappearing as i go deeper into you
throw me a crumb
trying to find the perfect way to surrender to you makes me so high
maybe i am most happy when you are denying me
(silence, the impeccable response)
when you are made so happy by my suffering
my suffering brings you peace
and your peace calms my suffering
you lead me through the cycles of suffering merely by existing in the clouds above
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